The Fluid Expression of Life on Earth Now

I.E. What the Fuck is Happening?

There’s something happening, and you won’t hear about it on the news. The broadcast will come through a whisper. A subtle spring breeze that is a fresh future memory. An inner knowing that is simultaneously a creating.

Welcome to planet Earth 2021, beyond binaries and into the heart of the paradox.

We’re changing quantum coordinates and it’s a weird and messy process. No one can ever truly know what this transition looks like. That’s one of its characteristics. At the heart of it, you enter into a profound and honest state of not-knowing. You find yourself smack dab at the center of the Mystery. Where you’ve always been, but now more aware of it, more in awe of it, more able to sit, dumbfoundedly relishing in its opulence.

Swirling around this Mystery are all potentials, all possibilities. Multifarious realities springing up, crumbling down, budding, decaying. Time as we’ve known it is gone. There’s a poetry to this portal. It’s creating itself as it goes, flowering itself fluidly into the haiku of its perfect, precise expression in each moment, and you are a part of guiding that blossoming.

But what does all of this abstract, flowery language really mean?

We’re at an end of an epoch. There’s a seismic shift stirring. It’s actually already happened, as time and space are nonlinear; a net of all things concurrently existing, instead of a unidirectional stream from past to future. As Einstein asserted, “the distinction between the past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.” Further, “Time and space are modes by which we think and not conditions in which we live.”

At this “current time,” there are enough humans dreaming into a new paradigm, that we are in fact raising the very frequency of the Earth, effectively catapulting the world into an entirely new landscape. That’s what the 2020 rupture was really about—the grand entrance of a vast evolution and the dissolution of that which must go. As convincing as it may be that the commotion was and is about a virus, or the “Great Reset” (a large-scale financial and structural reorganization planned for many years by the World Economic Forum and its cohorts ), there’s in fact something even deeper driving the disruption and chaos.

The old world is crumbling, and a new world is arising from the ashes. There is still a lot of havoc and destruction yet to come as defunct systems collapse and the outmoded reality implodes. There is and will be a massive attempt at control as the old powers desperately slam on the breaks while flying off the cliff.

But don’t be distracted by the calamitous display, there’s something precious and phenomenal happening underneath. There will be chaos and lack of sensical order. Don’t worry, this is a natural part of the death-rebirth process. What’s important, crucial even, is to not cling to that which is exiting.

It’s almost unbearably difficult to admit that the systems of order that we’ve grown up in: the governments, societies, and the perks that come with being on the privileged end of a death economy, are actually horrendously abusive, violent, unlawful, and squarely on the wrong side of our moral compass. To do so is to turn our entire reality upside down, to break down our identity, even to thrust ourselves into an existential crisis.

But now that the absurdity—no, insanity—is on audacious display, it’s critical that we open our eyes and look. The evidence is there, but you must heed the whisper that’s coming around the bend. The truth is not hailing from the news screen, daily paper, bastardized search engines, or social meds, but it’s there, tap, tap, tapping away at your heart. Many won’t look, won’t heed, and the world will split. It has already split, and everyone will abide by that which they choose. So we must choose wisely and be honest about what we really feel and believe. Now is not the time to simply go along or fly under the radar. Of course, whatever we choose in full volition will be the space and reality in which we thrive. But if you’re on the fence, now is the time to listen deeply to your inner knowing, even if it’s currently just a meek whisper.

For a long time Earth society has existed in a ignoble, low-level evolutionary state: violent monopolies, covert and overt war economies, tyrannical colonization, blood-shed, power-hunger, poverty, unnecessary starvation, inequality and greed being the name of the game and soup of the day, for many days. We’ve been prisoners of a system that we did not create nor choose, which few have true knowledge of the inner workings of, covered up by a long-term, widespread propaganda campaign, laughably called news media—owned by corporations—owned by about 15 billionaires. But those silly, extraneous facts of what’s really happening in our societies and world aren’t important to know…right? Better to stay placated and numbed by our new digital worlds that are a part of a colossal data grab and digitization of our reality and of our very Selves.

Because the roots of our societal structures are steeped in dysfunction and corruption, every single branch that stems from those roots (and those who work within the bureaucracies of each can attest) have been infected: academia, science, medicine, pharma, entertainment, media, politics, etc. This current entropic trajectory of these adulterated systems is simply the natural process of change, and chaos is the organic state before the new, more evolved systems emerge.

The possibilities that exist outside of the mutant-animalistic-war-game-theater are not all fluffy, airy-fairy, care-beary cloud walking. The silly symbol for heaven being a bed of clouds. Who the hell wants that?

Actually, moving beyond the embarrassingly debased state of existence we were born into is highly stimulating, creative, innovative, intuitive, intelligent, logical, practical, miraculous, and, well…it’s happening, and we knew it would. It includes both dark and light in their proper place and proportion and walks the razor’s edge of now that’s both everywhere and here. We’re moving into a new science, into a new vocabulary beyond binaries—which most of the vernacular of our human experience hereto has orbited around.

We’re moving into a quantum-based paradigm. And to clarify what I mean by that, so I don’t throw the word around like some new age charlatan, I mean, being both the particle and the wave at once. Solidly in space and time, embodying our light in the physical more than ever, while concurrently existing in the space of all possibility. Entering the paradox. Assuming our interconnectedness in the way we exist, rather than being informed by a scientific materialism viewpoint that is always parsing out the parts, creating division where in fact there is none. As Dr. Vandana Shiva puts it:

“The way you design the world in your mind is the way you relate to it in the real world…We have a design in the paradigm of mechanistic thought (which didn’t evolve, it was imposed) that is based first on the assumption that we are separate from nature and nature is constituted of discreet particles who only can relate through violence, through force, through action by contact. In the quantum world, there is no separability.”

To fight against what’s not working is a part of the old paradigm. When we are in opposition to something we’re resonating at the same frequency of it, creating a perfect yin-yang relationship. To truly transform at this time, we must simply allow our frequency to rise along with the Earth’s, and stay open to this process that’s already transpiring. It will inform us, and our own unique path will unfurl before us. As we bring more of our multi-dimensional selves online we further the shift. This notion harkens to the quantum mechanics findings that the presence of an observer “forces” a wave function to collapse into a particle (infinite potential into a finite location in space and time).

This symbiotic relationship between the observer and observed is the crux of the new reality. As we transform, we naturally transform our entire holographic, perceptual universe as well.

Divisiveness, polarity, and us-against-them are old-world dynamics. And as you may have noticed, they don’t work. They only perpetuate the same “problem.” The victim-perpetrator dance is an intimate one, with each side mirroring the other. Don’t let the current intentional ploys to divide and rule actually divide us. That’s a predictable tactic—one that has consistently worked. We need to question what’s happening behind the scenes while they’re blatantly attempting to disperse our collective power.

There are many around the world that are still in brutal, inhumane lock downs as the global powers attempt to move steadily towards their ultimate endgame of the Great Reset (and maybe more, but I won’t get into that now). Word from the ground in India is that they’re locking down the poorest states like Bihar and Maharashtra, closing all the food markets at the hottest time of the year. The poorest are locked down with no food, no water, no medicine. Hundreds of thousands are dying a day, not from a virus, but from being deprived of their basic needs. Many around the globe are protesting as their very lives are being stripped from them, but of course mainstream media does not show this. I suggest that instead of wasting our precious energy protesting a system that’s on its last legs, we instead use that time and energy to plant seeds and grow something different.

Everything is open and available right now, the system is cracking and we’re in lawless territory, as much as it appears to be the opposite. That’s a façade. We now have the opportunity to withdraw our power from the soon-to-be obsolete establishment, claim our unique knowledge and skills, follow our singular truths and passions, and create the new world. Many are already engaged in this.

The Key

Now turning my attention away from the political and back to the internal process of birthing your new Self. There will be entry points for you to move into the transformation and evolution that’s available now. One of the most potent entry points is fear. Yes, fear.

Fear is a gatekeeper at the threshold of the new.

Don't be afraid to purely feel it.

If you do this without running, numbing, repressing, bargaining, or story-making you will discover the precious gems it’s guarding.

Fear can be used as an ingress into the unknown. And that’s what this shift is all about.

Forget the trite new-age binary: love vs. fear. Yes, it’s true that who we truly are—Love, dissolves all fear. But I reiterate, in the process of going through the portal, fear is most often a concierge.

The fear to feel fear is what stops many from even approaching the roaring periphery of this portal into the beyond, this canal for your own birth. It sounds simple: feel your fear. But I challenge you the next time real fear arises to simply feel it. It’s a ferocious process. And one that most would rather bypass altogether with the pacifier of a phone in their hand, computer in their lap, or TV on their wall, mesmerized by the mind-numbing light show meant to do just that—distract. Distract from the most phantastic light show you could imagine, happening through your own high-tech body.

And so one of the main keys to transformation that I’m recommending here is to feel your fear. To outline the actual process:

Fear arises (and it will).

Just be still.

Turn towards the sensation.

Don’t distract with anything.

Don’t analyze why you’re feeling it.

Don’t pay much attention to any mind interference about the why.

Feel the sensations in your body.

Relax.

Congratulations, that is hard work, takes courage, and guaranteed took you into a new space of being. This may be a short endeavor, mere minutes, or it could be something that lasts for days in cases of those persistent anxieties that gnaw at you with their raw desire to crack you open.

The experience will be unique to you and this can be repeated many times as the frequencies continue to rise. There’s a quickening occurring on Earth and in our bodies and it can feel frightening. You can practice the above with any emotion or sensation that shows up. Fear is just a particularly potent one, but any emotion that you embrace and sit with in this way will activate a portal or internal transformation. This is better practiced than described. It sounds deceptively simple, when it’s actually immensely powerful.

I want to make clear that meeting fear as a gatekeeper and fully feeling it, is the complete opposite of living in fear, which is actually a mental loop and an avoidance of going through the portal that fear is guarding.

For me personally, I don’t fear society’s collapsing, as I’ve been shown the likely possibility of that coming since I was 16. So my own unique portals come in different places. For example: lately I found myself feeling apathy (my least favorite emotion or anti-emotion of all), and the reason for that stagnation was because I was avoiding the fear of truly expressing myself, being unflinchingly honest about who I am and what I really think and feel. For example writing this blog, I’m afraid to be shunned, judged, labeled, disliked. So, for me to bring more of my own light online and in so doing co-create the new paradigm, I must face my own fear, which has to do with my expression—stopping monitoring, hiding, and staying safe under the radar. There’s nothing safe about this piece of writing for me, and there’s nothing safe about personal, heartfelt expression, especially when it doesn’t go along with the status quo. And so, I go through this personal portal, and I come out the other side a new being, with more of the Love of my true essence made flesh. And this in turn accelerates the shift in the world by the very quantum principles of interconnectedness that the new reality is materialized from and as.

If we are honest and attentive, we will perceive the spaces that we each individually must move into, the actions we must take, the fears we must face in order to enter the cosmic river that is gushing rapidly to our new quantum coordinates. It’s crucial that we’re honest with ourselves and others about who we really are and what we really feel. It’s essential that we don’t stay hidden, and don’t support anything that stems from or is feeding into the old paradigm of slavery and fear—as much as it may be masked as the very opposite.

Be aware that everything is intentionally inverted right now by the old powers. It’s, I guess, supposed to be a savvy trick, but for those who know it’s just a lame attempt to put lipstick on a fascist pig. So, we must pay attention to the inner inklings that we feel. That which may appeal to our innate compassion is often supporting an agenda that brings nothing of the goodness it purports.

For many this will all sound like utter nonsense, of course if that’s you then my writings are not for you. But if you’re curious about what I’m pointing to, yet haven’t been feeling this frequency shift and want to feel it more, my suggestion is for you to find time in your day to just be still. I don’t mean meditate, I just mean be quiet, be still. Don’t worry about “doing” anything or eliminating thoughts. In nature is preferable, even if that’s just by a random tree. Nature is supporting us greatly in this evolution.

If you’re still and silent without distractions, you’ll begin to tune into this shift. And it will begin to unfold in your own life. It’s unique to each individual and we all have a part to play in its creation.

Going back to what I described at the beginning as a poignant state of not-knowing: An aspect of my own portal-diving and Self-birthing (which I’m currently in process of) has been dropping all of my familiar conceptual constructs and ideological systems of order. In so doing I have often entered into a state of pure awe—that comprehensive Mystery that cannot be described, prescribed, isolated, or boxed in. An enlivened experience of being on the front edge of holographic creation. If it’s something you’ve already conceived of, is it new? No. So in order to move into a new dimension you must let go of all of your conceptualizations and spiritualization. You may return to the “knowledge” you once had, but as it actually takes form. Your not-knowing includes all-knowing.

In new reality there is no need to step outside of everythingness in order to analyze or put it into spiritual categorization. That’s just a distraction from simply living it. When we birth and live as our full multi-dimensional selves, spirituality is simply lived in the most practical of ways, just by being who we are. That’s it. The light of you in the flesh. To step outside of your pure, fluid stream of being in order to to practice, do ritual, analyze, conceptualize in order to “get somewhere” is simply another form of consumption and moves you back into a state of imagined separateness, limitation, and enslavement. All of that is being left behind.

As the new human, you are That. And that is It. And you melt open ferociously, all feelings accepted, nothing clung onto, nothing resisted. There are no instructions for this living, except your own.

And in this way we wield our light, sing our cosmic song, and co-create materiality beyond our imagination, all from the purity of Love that we are. What we will see in this lifetime is going to astound. And we will be dreaming it into existence.

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Obvious disclaimer: these writings are art and my opinions. I don’t subscribe to the notion that facts are concrete absolutes. I am more into the notion of an eternally-morphing perceptual holographic universe. My ideas shift and change in an ever-flowering stream of my own consciousness. And even more so as I go through the current transition I’m going through. And so, I shall write, as expression is a part of me being fully alive, but I may contradict myself as I evolve.

Going Through the Portal

The Fluid Expression of Life on Earth Now

I.E. What the Fuck is Happening?

The Key

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