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Notes on New Reality no. 1
Aug 15, 2023
Notes on New Reality no. 1
Aug 15, 2023

When you allow yourself to flow fluidly, letting action to spring forth from the core of you without reserve or holding back, something peculiar begins to happen.

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Aug 15, 2023
Apathy and Play
Nov 30, 2022
Apathy and Play
Nov 30, 2022

I realized that apathy was arising as an avoidance of the terror of taking full responsibility for my reality. Beneath the gauzy layers of apathy lurks a much sharper sensation, that of full-blown primordial terror.

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Nov 30, 2022
The Commodification of Reality
Nov 18, 2022
The Commodification of Reality
Nov 18, 2022

The commodification of reality keeps you separate from reality. It keeps you away from everything because you are always looking for something.

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Nov 18, 2022
The Metaverse vs. The Holographic Universe
Nov 17, 2021
The Metaverse vs. The Holographic Universe
Nov 17, 2021

how the digitization of reality is mimicking the actual nature of reality

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Nov 17, 2021
Zero Point
Aug 20, 2021
Zero Point
Aug 20, 2021

I stand in a cornfield that curves and cascades and yawns for miles, surrounded by oaks and aspens murmuring in a cacophony of whispers. The sun dazzles golden against a true-blue Indiana sky. My gingham dress floats. I see myself in the scene, and take a snapshot with my mind’s eye.

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Aug 20, 2021
Going Through the Portal
Apr 29, 2021
Going Through the Portal
Apr 29, 2021

There’s something happening, and you won’t hear about it on the news. The broadcast will come through a whisper. A subtle spring breeze that is a fresh future memory. An inner knowing that is simultaneously a creating.

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Apr 29, 2021
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Mar 30, 2020
Changing Quantum Coordinates
Mar 30, 2020

Once we begin to shake loose of everything we know, expect, and have been taught we open ourselves to a creative realm of what this world can actually be. We are creating this pivotal moment together. This is a deep dream that we are dreaming and it’s a profound opportunity, a rare gift.

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Mar 30, 2020
Fully Living • Fully Dying
Jan 9, 2018
Fully Living • Fully Dying
Jan 9, 2018

I wanted the plane to crash.

I was flying to Southern Spain for the world premiere of my first feature film, The Texture of Falling. Enveloped into the hard-bread-cushioned seat, I was overwhelmed by the strangest and strongest longing for the plane to crash...

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Jan 9, 2018
I Didn't Believe in Love
Oct 1, 2017
I Didn't Believe in Love
Oct 1, 2017

I don’t want to make sweeping statements, but from my observation, the Western culture I was raised in has produced a prominent fairytale narrative surrounding love that many subscribe to...

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Oct 1, 2017

 

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